Two days later

Okay, two days have passed, and these are the 2 things he said that will probably stay with me:

I would have been with you over 99% of the girls, but there’s this 1%…

*eye roll*. Well, am I supposed to thank him? Is that a compliment? What I really wanted to say is that he can choke on his 1%. Two weeks were enough for him to know she is “the one”, and apparently enough to throw away whatever we could have had.

– She makes me feel like I did with my mythological ex…

Oh, look at that. He really knows how to make a girl feel special. I hope he didn’t suffer too much in my company.

My self-esteem and self-worth just flat-lined. I was surprised a friend could make me feel that way.

It didn’t come as a surprise when I said I want us to stop speaking for awhile. But now I’m thinking maybe I’d rather take him out of my life completely. I liked his company, and I’ll definitely miss him, but I don’t think I can trust him anymore. I did, 2 times too many (the first time is ancient history, but it does count).

I don’t know if I’m over reacting. When I go over what I wrote, I feel like I’m being bitter, but I can’t help it.

And those things he said, I hope they don’t sting as much in the near future. I don’t think he could have made me feel worse about myself.

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